Well, now is the study week of my 6th semester. For most of my friends, this semester will be their final semester. But I still have two more semesters to go. This semester is definitely the toughest semester ever since I've came to UNIMAS.
Conflicts were everywhere.
EXPECTATIONS and CHANGES.
I learned I should not always stay in comfort zone. I have to come out from the circle so that I can accept the changes and least expect.
The greatest lesson I've learned is that people change without any degree. We can never measure their changes. It was hard for me to accept it.
I learned everyone is not the same as me. People think and act with different frequency. I had problem to adjust myself to be flexible. I'm glad at least I had the opportunity to see human behaviour.
I should give myself a chance to learn. I know I will never understand human beings. I should regret but I can't harp on it. Life is all about moving on and live the present. But if I never learn the lesson then the history will repeat.
I should love myself more than anything else. May be that could be a reason for me to sleep longer. I feel secured if I close my eyes and sleep. As though I've escaped from the real world and theres nothing for me to worry about.
I stay positive no matter how hard it may seem to be, but at certain point I failed to be a positive person. I was surprised to know my inspirational quotes and positive words in my FB profile have inspired so many friends. I'm happy because at least I've cheered someone and tell them that life is so much more.
I've hurt people around me especially the ones stood beside me when I was facing tough moments. Thank you and love you all. Sometimes, I never mean to hurt anyone and I was kinda lost in my own world.
I realised no matter how many people you could have met and be there for you for quite sometimes could eventually leave you all alone. And at that time, you would be sitting alone and cry out loudly but no one will be there for you anymore. When you realised it, thats the hardest part in your life because you have to stand by your own as if both of your legs are broken. Some people may just passed by and see you struggling. You can't scream for help but no one is bothered to give you a hand. Trust me, after you managed to stand then you will have the guts that you never had before. And no one could shake you even for an inch.
Being bold is very essential to face the real world. Or else, you will be sweep away as dust.